New Moon Round Up
Eclipses, full and new moons appear to go straight over my head. I hope the shifts you were promised by the sky's recent movements came to materialize.
When i was looking for a book to read in my library, a hand written note fell. Not sure when I wrote this, here how it goes:
JOY. Now I can show my unacknowledged love for myself & others openly. Thus the gate to completely new life-style opens. Fully enjoy what comes to me. Grateful for what i already have. The power of my natural unfabricated joy rejuvenates my heart. No pushing on my side is needed. Keeping the inner channels open.
And I do agree with every word of this in this new moon. When May arrives each year, we are reminded of pleasure. Its the month to fall in love, dance, cultivate feminine energy, intimacy, deliciousness in everything. Are we ready for this?
Personally, I'm in the process of fulfilling my karma and going back to my roots. This entire concept of karma—which is a concept, isn't it?— I'm not a big lover it as a topic, but life seems to have a purpose for me to delve into it, and the more I learn about it, the more I'm amazed at how little we actually know about existence. There are moments when it seems like we are nothing more than these pure souls. We are still unable to resolve the issues! Ram Das once said (true, I named my turtle Ram Das. Yet we are talking about the teacher Ram Das): When you know how to listen, everyone is the guru. Yes we are it. Us looking for a guru outside of ourselves is so absurd when everyone and everything is a reflection. We are all forms, the breath, the river, the void, the desire .. We Are. It can be difficult to recognize that our experiences, including unfairness, heartache, disappointment, and abandonment, are a mirror of ourselves. We overlook the multidimensionality of life, see it as linear, and shout, "I don't deserve this!" Are we sure about that? I don’t have the answers - but I’m lingering around this topic a lot lately.
I recently read “Want Me’ by Tracy Clark-Flory.; A Sex Writer's Journey into the Heart of Desire. Once a NYtimes best seller. I am not sure how this book can be a bestseller. It says “A prominent sex journalist shares the confusing, funny, and sometimes painful moments that shaped her young adulthood, offering an honest look at sex and culture for modern young women.” In my reality, this book is yes intimate, yes it is smart, yes it is well written, yes it is fun at times .. yet the trauma is there and not talked about it. Our worth as women should never be determined by what we can prove to others. Alternatively, the concept of equality should not include rewarding women who have relations with married men and calling this empowerment. Her worldview is also excessively rich, Western, and socially liberal. If you have too much time, and you read it, please let me know your thoughts.
Before starting my mentorship program, Becoming The Journey, I read many of these books. And, personally, I believe that women should drop the "fight" because fighting itself is quite fiery and masculine. Women's visions originate from within. There is immense strength and immeasurable peace in knowing that all we have to do is seek within ourselves and we will find. All we have to do is close our eyes and tune in to what our hearts see clearly. The only thing we need to do is to ask ourselves what vision are we ready to receive from within.
On another note; there are some incredible breakthroughs are happening in Becoming The Journey. And once again, I realize that discipline is everything. If you wanna work with me, just reply to this email and let’s book you a free introductory call.
In the time between classes, ceremonies, therapeutic work, reading, and pet entertainment, I do the horrible thing of looking for something to watch. I have watched Anne Hathaway’s new movie ‘the idea of you’ .. One of those movies you watch simply to smile because we all know what happens in the end. It was a good time. There is also a lot of data showing that women can be happier with younger men. I'll leave this topic to your own research ;)
I started watching the ideal home on amazon, i follow the trends so late :) it is funny and well-noted so far.
I still believe Organic Castor Oil is curing the cancer yet they don’t announce this. There are probably no parts of my body that I do not use and get amazing results from.
I recently discovered a glass jar of VERVAIN in my herbs cabinet (yep, my herbs closet has a hand of the universe, which sometimes surprises me). I instantly realized why I got it: it is believed to guard against the evil eye or negative energy and purify sacred places such as altars, ceremonial tools, temples, and homes. It was widely used during the time of Christ. I said there must be a reason this showed up and added it to the water of my steam mop to preserve my space. If my steam mop doesn’t work again, will let you know.
Jumping from topic to topic: I have reached a point where I have re-examined the entire tarot in my ongoing tarot training. like looking at its power from an entirely different angle. And acknowledging my own desire for answers from time to time... and learning to simply live life, accepting the unknown. being able to befriend the unknown. is it possible? we shall see.
Last nights new moon ceremony was divine. I loved the energy we contemplated together. I am making a ceremonial cacao for myself everyday nowadays, replaced it with morning coffee - that is why the cacao was amazing last night :) Thank you very much for all the positive feedback. My next ceremony is with Renata and this time only for women, on May 24 - on the full moon. Please remember to book in advance.
6am Club is ON! We are starting our Kundalini Activation Regeneration Series next Monday May 13 for 11 days for our inner revival. It will be in person at SEVA or online via Zoom. Remember to join us for breakfast on the last day; we love to mingle:)
What else? Oh my pilates studio is in renovation - i decided to try this wall pilates app - curious to see how fast the wall will get dirty :) I am listening to adi shakti nowadays as i am working on a project & i feel it needs to be infused with that specific mantra. Will share more on this in the next new moon news. I'm halfway through this insane parasite cleanse, and while I don't crave anything anymore, I still wake up in the middle of the night with the feeling that my subconscious is wide open, as if my head doesn't have a filter. I also get headaches from all the internal dialogue my mind is having that is dependent on me. ALL the drains needed to be opened in my flat, from last full moon to this new moon - all of them !! wont say much on this - it speaks for itself :)
Some days are hard, some days are amazing. It is called life. I am writing this here for myself too. I pray we all find the courage to live life fully no matter what the circumstances are. My capacity to “blahblah” is very expanded so i am finishing this here. And love is still the most important thing in life. Take care. Bye x
